Everything changes color.

It might be remeh or like not impressing for some of you who's reading this. But you know what? I don't mind. I've been working my ass off for my SPM and to achieve something for God and my Mum. You don't know what I have been going thru in life, only God knows. I couldn't imagine, like some of the subjects I barely hard to get an A or an A- for during trial, but I manage to get it in SPM. You don't have any ideas how many time I've been failing in my Add Maths ever since in Form 4. Its up to you to believe this or not, I've got 1% for my final exam in Form4, which I got humiliated, laughed from some people. I feel so ashamed that I'm the only one who got 1% for my final exam and I almost give up. An E for my SPM is like more than good for me, even some people might think its stupid? But you don't know how I have struggled for it. I'm so thankful for it, and I'm thankful to Pn Loh for never failing in teaching me. My Maths, I failed for my SPM trial too. Like, yea. I cried, my Maths teacher were scolded me for not doing well in my Maths paper2 that I were called to see her and she was so fired up with me that time :'( I couldn't imagine how ashamed I was during that time and some were like failing in Maths? Maths senang doe! Macam mana boleh fail? Yea, for the person like me who's not interested in Maths, lain cerita weh. I'm not a Maths geek, to be honest. Enough said. But from that day onward, I started to wake up, asking my teacher and friends Maths questions, doing some exercises and most of all, praying to God for His blessing and guidance for everything. Everything seems worth it and I got a B for Maths. I didn't saw Cik Mira that day, but if I saw her, I would thank her so much for teaching and scolding me in class. haha.

I'm so happy to see the smile on everyone's faces. I'm glad that I made them happy for what I got. I would like to thanks my classmates 5V3(2012) for teaching me in certain subjects in class, my amazing teachers who have been teaching me for 2 years, my Mum, brother and my best friend for the support and everybody for their kind help. I couldn't express how thankful I am, except to thank God for giving me such a great people around me, who guided me thru everything.

I hope my stories inspires you out there and take it as a motivation for your success in SPM. To be honest, I'm not the-smartest-girl in school. I'm just an average girl, who mostly failed in certain subject, who were lazy in doing homework(sometimes), who's so addicted to Twitter and Facebook(most of the time). But trust me, put all your efforts and hardworking in your job, and you'll get what you want in the end. Don't forget to be thankful to God for everything. ;)

Pray that I'll get scholarship and enter Uni soon, guise :') x

Forgive me for what I've done throughout my school days. I'm sorry, if I ever did something that made You sad and angry at me. Lord, I know I've did my best with all Your help and I can feel that You were helping me throughout the examination going on last year. Oh Father, I surrender everything to You. For I know, You know whats the best for me. Lord, please help me to get good grades and I just wish this for once. :'( I don't want to disappoint my mum, oh Father. Lord Jesus, thank you for everything,. that you have helped me in my examinations last year, and for giving me strength and courage in facing my exams. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Dear Bestfriend , asdfghjlqwertyuiopzxcvbnm I love you so much and you’re the best best friend in the whole world and I adore you so much, babe. Thank you so much everything. You’re always there for me no matter. I’m so happy all these years I got to know such an amazing person like you. I’m so lucky to have you by my side and you mean so much to me. We’ve been closer each year and you’re for sure like my soul sister now. What would I do without ? Seriously don’t know. We have so many memories and inside jokes about everything and anything which were my favorite parts of all. I don’t know how to say it but to thank you so much for being my best friend. To be honest, you’re such an amazing person to have in my life and you always give me a smile on my face. I appreciate you so much. I hope all your birthday wishes come true. ❤and I hope it’s a wonderful year for you. Hey, you're 18 and legal aye! Cheers! Anyways all this to say have an amazing birthday, girlfriend! Loves you Million! ★

So, Adel and me actually planned a surprise party today at Edi's house. My mum bought the cake (which technically I choose the flavor, and she gave me the cash). It was the best surprise we gave I guess, cause' we did make her shocked and that was funny seeing her surprise that way :p Besides, we even surprised her for lunch today, which we actually cooked for her pasta carbonara or should we specifically call it our own way ''mushcarbonara'. Well, Adel and me were completely turned it into mushroom soup. Too much water :L I was my idea to put some Italian spices and walla! It taste good actually! :") with pasta. We were proud with our first 'own recipe' :) And I'm glad Edi loves it! :D

After lunch, Adel actually came out with her plan to kind-off makeover me? Was like...no, no, no. Ain't gonna get make-up on ma face. Sheshhhh XD But after all, she did some make-over on my face. (forced) lol;p Anything for the birthday girl. :) And we had some tiring camwhoring moment after the make over. I'm loving the photos! Still waiting for Edi to give the those photos on her iPad.