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Wake me up when 23rd Dec end.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
 HAAAAA ! Scaryy mannnn !! GAHHHHH! well, thats what all form3 students are waiting for. PMR RESULT. Some are anxious. some were scared, or even some were happy and can't wait for the date: 23rd Dec. duhh! Don't ask me how i fell noww! I'm like. goshh! My must so early? Can't it be postponed to other date? After x'mas maybe? or after new year ? HAHAHAA. That must be a jokes. LOL. Target? My target? hmm. Its hard to predict what I actually wish to get. :( I just wish for the best result and I leave it too God Himself. I know He will give me the best. Like mummy said just now morning. Oh God, if your with me now, Lord. Forgive me for what i've done before and after the exam. For I know, i'm a sinner. I just wish that you give me good result, Lord. For i wish to get good and excellent result in my entire life. I surrender everything to You, Father. Amen. All expected me to get good result; my family, cousin, bro,ex-bf, and all my close buddies. I just scared i might disappoint them. :( But just remember this from me, people : '' I'm not that clever and not that smart student. I have failed so many times. I sorry for disappoint you all before and honestly saying. I have a dream to be a clever student and bright smart student of Convent. Just like my bro. He is a smart boy. He have achieve what he wished before. 5A's for UPSR. I'm proud of him and everyone do proud of him. How i wish I could be smart like him. :'( My UPSR ? duhh! I just don't wanna recall it back, cause' I just embraced myself here. I want my parent to be proud of me. You see, malu rite, my bro can do his best, but me ? ME ?? i'm a failure. My chairmate ( who sit beside me in class) used to called me '' stupid'', '' jerk'', and even '' a failure'' Maybe its a spell from her. :( I' ve got so many wall post on Facebook, and text messages from all my close one. Thanks fr concerning me. Its just making me more nervous now. okay, heres what I actually felt : scared, sad, almost cry after thinking of the past, and stress out. Dear my fellows friends and whoever who reads this out here; do pray for me, people :( please. :'(( for i really wish to get good result. Not for myself, but for God, my parents, and my family. I just hope that i'd would be the greatest gift from God for Christmas. '' anyway, I wish my friends and all my classmate a flying colors and all the best too !! -GBU- xoxo |