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The girl who fail
Monday, January 3, 2011
 Its kinda sad when i got to know i'm not in my dream class which were in the science class. 5A 1B 1C. Thats not enough and strong to go to the science stream. :'( I regret. Really regret my math for getting a C. But my science i got A. Will it cover my C for math? i.. i.. i.. just don't have idea bout this. :'( So speechless this time. Since the moment they announce the class and i know i were in the account. yes, account stream. :( How sad. I failed to understand the lesson taught in form3 which were the basic and will sambung to form4 now? I tell my problem to my mum. She made the decision and give me some support on this matter. I fell i wanna make a rayuan. But... ughh. just too complicated. :'( I have give up. Maybe I should accept the fact that i'm a weak student. I can't be like her. no, i cant. I just made everyone felt disappointed of me. once again. What makes me cry now, was, i remember when i was a little girl last time, i used to say to my mum. I want to be a doctor when i grow up. But now, look. I failed. I failed to achieve that little girl dream to be a doctor. yea, i was so interested in science last time. Even now. It doesn't mean i don't like account, but it just doesn't suits my ambition. and i didn't have any interest in account. I don't like looking on money, working with money. After i discovered and doing some research on the net about the field i'm going to study, i know we can do big money if we study account. But, i love science. :'( I just felt that i didn't have any future next time. I think i'm not gonna success. Lord, I just want You to know, i have a big ambition. I want everyone happy with me and my family. I want em' to be proud of me. But i just scared, God. Are this the class You want me to go in? If You gave me this class, thank you Lord. Shower me with Your grace Lord. Guide and lead me to the bright future oh Father. For this is what you want. amen. |