Everything changes color.
Goodbye, L.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011



“Nothing hurts like someone who knows everything about you,
 leaving you behind…”


I know I was great. I did everything right. I did everything in my power to make you happy. I was honest, faithful and I wasn’t a bitchy, naggy girlfriend. I said sorry even when I knew I didn’t need to. I was the bigger person. I loved you with all my heart and soul, and even now when someone talks down about you, I defend you. I don’t talk shit about you, and I don’t tell everyone what you really did. You don’t want to talk to me and actually, I’m finally okay with that. I forgive you, because I’m not a hateful person, and I don’t hold grudges. I still pray for you and your family, and when I say I wish you all the happiness in the world, I mean it with all my heart. You were great. You taught me so much and you really did push me to be my best. So, thank you. I know you’re being so tough and all right now, too proud to say it, but I know you miss me.
I’d miss me too :') L, I love you hun. Honestly saying, its hard to find a new guy for myself when we have promise each other that no matter wuut, we'll be together. Time past. Promises mean to fade away.Everything seems to fade.Just so you know, our memories and every words you told me,won't fade from my memories :'( 
I keep praying day and night, just wish you will be mine again. I kept on stayed up late, crying and wishing you called me just like how we used to be before. Everyone says I look cool and just chillin' around without feeling sad and emo. Guys, inside i'm hurting so much. My hearts wanting him so much :'( And my mind keep on remind me of him. 
Thanks for being with me,people. Especially my best friend who knows my heart and feelings and my brother. He feels sad to over this, cause' he likes L too. I mean, the way L treats my bro. *sigh. :')
Dear L. I won't hate you, like how I hate my previous ex. :'( I find its hard to hate you :'( Idk why. Lord, forgive everything he did,Lord. Amen 



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