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Between memories and promises
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Everything seems to be faded. Memories. Our ''never come true'' promises. As I got the longest private messages from you, and started to cry. You're right. The ''bestie'' term has lost it worth. No longer bestie anymore. Who doesn't miss the memories we've made 2 years back? Staying late night chatting bout life , stupid jokes we make up, helping eachother with our homework, updating our stories to each other :L If only it will last till today. To be honest, I'm afraid of losing a friend like you too, mr. bestie. I'm sorry if I've ignore you for a long time. I didn't mean to loose this friendship and let it bygone just like that, it's just that,....I fell guilty and bad for no reason. I don't know, I just feel that. Secondly, saw you having awesome friends around and you're happy with your new girlf, so yea. I just don't want to disturb you having fun with them. Ugh. If I were given an opportunity to proof to you how much I miss you more that you did, I would do it.
Dear mr bestieku, I hope you meant every words you said to me last night cause' I don't want to loose everything bout us. I don't want to start back this friendship, cause' to me, it's just worthless and nothing without the memories we left before. Yes. Indeed I've changed myself. I want to repair my attitude in every ways. I want to be someone who's different than someone else. I'm sorry for everything again. I meant everything with all my heart. I'm glad you still remember even though we rarely chat or meet each other. Yes. I miss you too.
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