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Le memorable day: 21st March
Monday, March 25, 2013
Hey guys! I'm sorry for the late update, like I suppose to publish this post after the result or should I say on the night, but I was busy. Currently I'm still finding for the right scholarship to apply and I found out its kinda difficult. Not because of the requirements, but the course I wanted, is so limited and kalau ada pun, they need some A+'s? *sigh. Speaking of my result, it was totally unexpected and beyond amazing like Wow?! I couldn't believe what I got at first, since I checked it online before I took my result slip at school. I feel so shocked that I cried in front of the computer after that. I feel so blessed and I thanked The Lord for everything and the good result I got for my SPM. My prayer has been answered. So, right after I knew my result, I was thinking of not to tell anyone first, since I not yet took my slip. My mum called, and I didn't told yet that time. And yea, everyone were asking me bout my result on Twitter too, but I rather remain to myself first :) So I went to take the result slip with my best friend, Edi. And we already pakat to take the result later, takut orang sibuk tanya result kita if its not really good kan? That's what I'm afraid the most, people asking our result when its suck. Braced myself, ignored my friends (I was so nervous and couldn't imagine how nervous I am that I rather not talk to anyone and straight to my class 'booth' or what should I call it? place smh. Whatever) :L. Yea, even I have known my result online, but meh. 50/50 feelings in me. I remember this words from my class teacher '' Scolding- scolding you see what you get...'' *hulurkan slip keputusan.. And I was like WOW IS THIS FOR REAL?! I was shaking, my hands are shaking cause' I was really really shocked! Rasa rugi pulak tak datang awal, cause' my friend told me that there was this photoshoot with the pengetua on top of the pentas for those who got excellent result. Ngeee :p Missed it. Ugh. But its okay. Oh and you've been wondering what I got right? Here: 
2A 5A- 1B and 1E
The 2A's are Science and Ekonomi Asas, 5A- are Bahasa Melayu, English, Sejarah, Prinsip Akaun, and Moral. 1B for Maths. And 1E *sigh one and only killer subject and the hardest to pass subject, Add Maths. Sometimes I wonder, how people can get A+ for it. Oh its because they have been half dead revising that subject I guess.
It might be remeh or like not impressing for some of you who's reading this. But you know what? I don't mind. I've been working my ass off for my SPM and to achieve something for God and my Mum. You don't know what I have been going thru in life, only God knows. I couldn't imagine, like some of the subjects I barely hard to get an A or an A- for during trial, but I manage to get it in SPM. You don't have any ideas how many time I've been failing in my Add Maths ever since in Form 4. Its up to you to believe this or not, I've got 1% for my final exam in Form4, which I got humiliated, laughed from some people. I feel so ashamed that I'm the only one who got 1% for my final exam and I almost give up. An E for my SPM is like more than good for me, even some people might think its stupid? But you don't know how I have struggled for it. I'm so thankful for it, and I'm thankful to Pn Loh for never failing in teaching me. My Maths, I failed for my SPM trial too. Like, yea. I cried, my Maths teacher were scolded me for not doing well in my Maths paper2 that I were called to see her and she was so fired up with me that time :'( I couldn't imagine how ashamed I was during that time and some were like failing in Maths? Maths senang doe! Macam mana boleh fail? Yea, for the person like me who's not interested in Maths, lain cerita weh. I'm not a Maths geek, to be honest. Enough said. But from that day onward, I started to wake up, asking my teacher and friends Maths questions, doing some exercises and most of all, praying to God for His blessing and guidance for everything. Everything seems worth it and I got a B for Maths. I didn't saw Cik Mira that day, but if I saw her, I would thank her so much for teaching and scolding me in class. haha.
I'm so happy to see the smile on everyone's faces. I'm glad that I made them happy for what I got. I would like to thanks my classmates 5V3(2012) for teaching me in certain subjects in class, my amazing teachers who have been teaching me for 2 years, my Mum, brother and my best friend for the support and everybody for their kind help. I couldn't express how thankful I am, except to thank God for giving me such a great people around me, who guided me thru everything.
I hope my stories inspires you out there and take it as a motivation for your success in SPM. To be honest, I'm not the-smartest-girl in school. I'm just an average girl, who mostly failed in certain subject, who were lazy in doing homework(sometimes), who's so addicted to Twitter and Facebook(most of the time). But trust me, put all your efforts and hardworking in your job, and you'll get what you want in the end. Don't forget to be thankful to God for everything. ;)
Pray that I'll get scholarship and enter Uni soon, guise :') x
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