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Thursday, March 21, 2013


My SPM result will be out tomorrow. I feel so nervous right now. I'm afraid, what if I didn't did the best and what if I've disappoint my mum? I'm not as clever as my brother, who gets straight A's in his UPSR and PMR. It would so ashamed if I didn't do the best. This result will determines how my future will be like, and what am I gonna be next. I'm sorry, probably my mind is so empty and I couldn't think of anything except to just think what will happen, and what if that happens, and how am i gonna face everyone tomorrow.

Dear God, 
Forgive me for what I've done throughout my school days. I'm sorry, if I ever did something that made You sad and angry at me. Lord, I know I've did my best with all Your help and I can feel that You were helping me throughout the examination going on last year. Oh Father, I surrender everything to You. For I know, You know whats the best for me. Lord, please help me to get good grades and I just wish this for once. :'( I don't want to disappoint my mum, oh Father. Lord Jesus, thank you for everything,. that you have helped me in my examinations last year, and for giving me strength and courage in facing my exams. In Jesus name I pray, Amen. 

Please kindly pray for my SPM result and my fellow 95's batch friends, readers. Forgive me for anything I've did that made you feel annoyed with me. 

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